@Uke: But I feel like it is because I’m one of those people who would want to be in a poly relationship and would happily let my second partners carry on with others but if Alex even thought about it I would be devastated. I think that is super selfish… But I still have feelings for other people and I feel like it would very okay for me to kiss them and hug them and makeout and junk but I can’t and blah. I don’t know if I would have sex with anyone else, that would have to be like kink okay where everyone agreed. I just want to have multiple partners where it is okay to kiss them on the lips as much as I want and it’s not considered cheating????
That’s why I feel super selfish. (Lays on you)
Having strong polyamorous (sp?) feelings.
Ugh.
I feel so selfish and greedy, stop it brain.
Went out with my friend from work tonight which was AWESOME. So now I have a cute outfit for the aquarium so WE BETTER GO PAPA OR IMMA BE SO SAD.
I got genuinely upset yesterday because I realized that no one hits on me anymore????? And not to toot my own horn but I was pretty popular with guys in high-school. And its like. Wow. Didn’t I turn into an ugly hag already? (Sobs)
Dyed the slippers.
Okay.
Now I have to fix my Mavis dress and shoes, find a white teeshirt, get new white pants, carefully wash little sections of my hevvin jacket, find a need belt and pink uggs, and I think I am done?????
I have no clue what happened to half of my hevvin stuff uhhhhhg
Oh and Mama is making my Harley nightgown yeeeeee
