O: he is almost 18! Just a few more days~
My parents are more interested in Rachael than they are me… God. Wow. What a terrible smack in the face. I try to hard to get them to be proud of me and to notice me. I’m so fucking stupid.
Also my family is planning a trip to California but isn’t including me… They are talking about plane tickets now… I feel sick.
Lonely and sad.
Also whoever closed my window when it started raining crushed my orchid and killed a bunch of the flowers and there are only two left… I’m really upset. My baby…